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She's Electric, YEAH She's One Of A Kind
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| you know what |
[Nov. 23rd, 2006|10:32 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Saras house | ] |
| [ | feeling.... |
| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | commercial songalong | ] |
i think life is going to be okay.
its not like you always want it to be.
but its okay.
and im okay with that. :)
best buy is chill.
i see Darren there a lot.
i see a person also who is a dickhole and should check his loyalties but eh, who gives a fuck?
and i like the poeple i work with. they make me laugh.moorpark isnt all that bad.i like to drink there. and laugh. and hug. and smile.
and i miss my peoples though in maine :(
and my mom. and the bro ski
happy thanksgiving!
give thanks for life being okay :)
<3 |
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| hey hey |
[Oct. 24th, 2006|07:12 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | simi | ] |
| [ | feeling.... |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | nip tuck | ] |
california lovin.
im in simi valley.
good times...
nice to be "home"
love love love.
i do miss my mom and my bro. :(
i think im gonna go go maine for my 21st. hit the old port.
<3 |
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| soul |
[Oct. 5th, 2006|12:54 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | dixfield. | ] |
| [ | feeling.... |
| |  mellow | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | death from abov e 1979 | ] |
I want to live where soul meets body
And let the sun wrap its arms around me
And bathe my skin in water cool and cleansing
And feel, feel what its like to be new
Cause in my head there's a greyhound station
Where I send my thoughts to far off destinations
So they may have a chance of finding a place
where they're far more suited than here
I cannot guess what we'll discover
Between the dirt with our palms cut like shovels
But I know our filthy hand can wash one another's
And not one speck will remain
I do believe it's true
That there are roads left in both of our shoes
If the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too
So brown eyes I hold you near
Cause you're the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
Where soul meets body
Where soul meets body
Where soul meets body
I do believe it's true
That there are holes left in both of our shoes
If the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too
So brown eyes I hold you near
Cause you're the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere
~~~~~~~~~~~~california.
6 days.
anticipating my arrival.
a bit nervouse on the chances of seeing my friends ihavent seen in a year.
and Melissa. whom i have not seen in 4 years.
yeah i have lived in maine for 4 years. thats ..fucked.
its weird how life pans out in ways you would never expect. like at 13, if you told me id move back to maine in hs, i would of been like haha funny joke. then it did happen. and i have made the best of it. it has made me who i have become. outgoin. loud. add. goofy. friendly.
i LOVE meeting people. i LOVE traveling. since like april i have been to boston, florida, seattle, boston again, amerst, maine /portland, auburn, dixfield..thats a lot of places in like 5 months. hooray.im well rounded so to speak.
<3.
have a magical day.
ps. my mom said she would get a tattoo with me. AMAZING. now where to go in the state of maine? hmm.... |
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| ohhh baby |
[Oct. 1st, 2006|10:38 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | maine maine | ] |
| [ | feeling.... |
| | bouncy | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | mat kearney | ] |
10 days.
im gonna rock hollywood.
i love life. most of the time.
<3 JL |
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| life is funny. |
[Sep. 22nd, 2006|12:14 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | dixfield. | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | shiny toy guns | ] |
→ n o ë ! ↔ ! ë o n ←
9/21/2006 5:06 PM
DO NOT SAY MAINE.
you're california. pure and simple. hehehe.
♥
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that was my message from Noel Alvarenga in the amazing state of California.
i am now flying to California October 11th.
lets say our hellos and goodbyes and see you laters.. with love and fun please thanks.
then im moving to AZ.
i know im random, but thats what makes me so fun right?
<3 JL |
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| this is how i spent my day today |
[Sep. 19th, 2006|05:16 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | dixfield | ] |
| [ | feeling.... |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | plain white ts | ] |
well isnt that just dandy? i look kinda famour sorta.
im bored.
blaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
<3 |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 11th, 2006|07:33 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | home | ] |
| [ | feeling.... |
| |  annoyed | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | somthing corporate stuck in my head | ] |
im in maine.
its really sad
im debating on moving to westbrook or staying home and working in Auburn. this is sad.
i dont wnana be sad.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
I GOT kicked outta DISNEYWORLD. life is aweosme.
dooooby dooooby doooooooooooo
i miss whorlando.
i miss california.
i hate dixfield.
but i would totally save mony if i stayed home. crap!
advice? westbrook or home? crap.
<3 JL |
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| just so you know.. |
[Jul. 10th, 2006|12:38 am] |
| [ | feeling.... |
| |  cheerful | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | somthing corporate | ] |
i wanna be good news...... |
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| hooray |
[Jul. 3rd, 2006|04:13 pm] |
im in florida still. its fantastic.
i work at toy story pizza planet at MGM. its a good time my friends.
and i applied to extend till janruary. which means i would be here until then. bitches.
have a fantastic day!
<3 JL |
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| say anything |
[May. 17th, 2006|11:49 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | mommys house | ] |
| [ | feeling.... |
| |  excited | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | on the outside | ] |
this weeknd was fun but also very sad!! i left school with a third load of crap...loaded cars with mel and grover and i wanted to cry. im gonna miss living in phillipi with them..mel and grover are both the best roomies ever. i seriosuly dont know what i would of done with out them at USM. probably shot myself or something like that. drove all over new england this weeknd in the lovely flooding weather. waht a bitch! went to franklin peirce to see my boy and partied a bit. drove him home saturday and met his big jewish family. drove all over mass and had fun :) i miss hiiiiiiiiiiiiim. came back monday and visited the girls in westbrook. then stayed in OOb with the ever fantastic amanda moore. gonna miss her lots and lots. i attempd to come back home tuesday alsmot ran out of gas in auburn..oh life is so ridiculous somtimes.
so now its wed night and i have begun packing for Florida. im almost done. i started cuz id dint wanna hear my mom yell about it anymore. im so excited...
but i also miss everyone very very very much from USM :( a lot already. im supposed to go to bucksport tomorw, but plans seem to be fallin apart that makes me nervous. im goin to see on the outside and 100 demons. which means i get to rage with kyle and jeremy. but only if they have room for me. then i get to hang out with mel!!!!!
friday i have a hair appt. i ahve to get the black out of my hair..so im gonna look diff. again...how exciting. i took my lip ring out the other night. that makes me super sad. can look different when working for the mouse. bastards!!
friday night im supposed to take a lil trip with the mel to see grover and cupcake but i dont know if that is gonna happen if i dont get to bucksport in the first place :( depressing !!!!
if u wanna hang out get a hold of me before monday! i leave at 6 am for Orlando till August. then who knows..
miss you loves!!
<3 JL |
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| oooH!! |
[May. 4th, 2006|11:09 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Dorm. | ] |
| [ | feeling.... |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | Cartel | ] |
i have a flight May 22nd, DESTINATION:
FLORIDA!
i am working for the Mouse.
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| oh bother |
[May. 3rd, 2006|11:34 pm] |
| [ | feeling.... |
| | contemplative | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | Ray Charles | ] |
SO.
as of right now i have no where to live any longer in California.
im waiting to hear back from Disneyworld about the summer program in FL.
school is over by next week. i will not pass everything.
money sucks.
im confuzzled on what to do with my life..
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.
AT LEAST i have my amazing friends.
and a mom that worries way to effing much.
ummmmm..........two working legs? and im not on crutches.....
i just wish things would go my way though..
<3 JL
i miss the summer in Ca....this was in Simi Valley...near where ashley and i worked....we took a break.. !
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| ohyes |
[Apr. 27th, 2006|02:22 pm] |
| [ | feeling.... |
| | content | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | Spitalfield | ] |
yup.
im happy.
Landon.
is his name.
:)
is school ever yet?!?!?! yeesh..i am really anxious to find out about my internship too in FL....grrr too long..
have a nice day.
<3
JL. |
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| happy |
[Apr. 24th, 2006|06:59 pm] |
| [ | feeling.... |
| |  giddy | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | Death Cab For Cutie | ] |
so this past weekened was very eventful...worked all day friday on the decor for semi formal then went to it..saturday helped set up for Jam Fest then worked all day. but the wonderful boy who was on his way to see me got stopped...mostly because the car was in broke down! :( so after Jam fest ended i drove to Franklin Pierce to see him. i got lost... a 2 1/2 hr drive took 4 hrs cuz im a tool....yay me!! but i got there safely thank God and he was outside to greet me in all his drunkeness...met some peoples drank some beer went to bed...and hung out with him all day sunday....BUrrito from Taco Bell hells yes. lol
so now you know.
there is a boy.
the semi formal was fun cuz i danced my lil booty off with Mel Katie and some girls..good times. :) i am okay with making a fool of myself..i mean i do it about once a week for GEB so why not every day!! people are always gonna talk so why not give them something to talk about??
<3. me. |
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| some trust. |
[Apr. 14th, 2006|06:28 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | dorm | ] |
| [ | feeling.... |
| | giggly | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | THE FRAY some trust | ] |
he makes me smile
:D
and im not seeing him for a while..
bleh...i got lectured yesterday about one of my classes...theyre not to happy with me in production management...ovvvvvvvvvvvver u jodi and brian! BLAh.
dance team performed this morning we did pretty good..i fucked up on a part but made up for it free stylein then my baby freeze at the end...busted a move hos!
i am currently debating on goin home for the night or partying with the friends :) i <3 them lol. so things have gotten better this week then they have been. and im glad......im actually happy right now.......just a little tired from the day but generally HAPPY.
<3 JL
JAM FEST THE 22ND!!!
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AT USM . |
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| neat birthday |
[Apr. 12th, 2006|06:22 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | dorm | ] |
| [ | feeling.... |
| |  flirty | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | Bob DYlan | ] |
go to Wikipedia and type in your birthday without the year. pick 3 events, births, and death that happend on that day. post.
March 11th.
Event:
1.1861 - American Civil War: The Constitution of the Confederate States of America is adopted.
2.1927 - In New York City, Samuel Roxy Rothafel opens the Roxy Theatre.
3.1990 - Lithuania declares itself independent from the Soviet Union.
Births:
1.1948 - Dominique Sanda, French actress
2.1971 - Johnny Knoxville, American television personality
3.1982 - Thora Birch, American actress
Deaths:
1.1198 - Marie de Champagne, daughter of Louis VII of France
2.1847 - Johnny Appleseed, American pioneer agronomist
3.2003 - Brian Cleeve, Irish author and broadcaster |
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| janruary 1979. |
[Apr. 11th, 2006|12:40 am] |
| [ | feeling.... |
| | giggly | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | nightmare of you | ] |
this weekened was a very good one! thursday and friday i was with the girls next door...those were good times. saturday i went to Franklin Pierce with Grover and had os much fun! and of course met some fun people! :)
umm....classes i am not gonna lie i have pretty much given up on. there is no point. ill just show up to make them happy from now on, cuz apparrently theyre not too happy when i dont.
MUSIC is my boyfriend.
always and forever.
APRIL 15TH.
HARDCORE SHOW. with PaleHorse, and some others . Student Center.
BE THERE. to hang out with me. haha
APRIL 22ND.
JAM FEST.
WITH GONE BABY GONE
PLAN B
SIGNAL THE ESCAPE AND MORE
RUSSELL HALL PARKING LOT
USM.
LOVE IT.be there. rOCK IT.
sunday night. the 23rd. MR AND MISS USM DRAG PAGEANT. it will be HILARIOUS!
<3 JL. |
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| lets forget each others name and just walk away |
[Apr. 5th, 2006|01:34 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | dorm room | ] |
| [ | feeling.... |
| |  depressed | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | Chiodos | ] |
do you ever feel like your are present. but not really because your thoughts are elsewhere?
anyways
i basically feel like i have no reason to be here at USM still. other then to see my friends. i love them. and will def. miss them greatly when i leave this summer. but i wish i was leaving earlier. i just cant be here anymore..... im an emotional rollercoaster but i guess thats why i have LJ and myspace. haha. i layed in bed all day yesterday, couldnt get up for class. went to lunch cuz mel made me. i was so dishevled, and people stared. whatev. over them. i just feel like no ones really listening. but then feel guilty when they do. im doing bad in classes, except philosiphy, thats down pact. but i skip everything. havent gone to work. we had a bomb threat, i was hoping some thing real was gonna happen.
the other day driving here from home, to drop off my bro, i was wondering what would happen if i went off the road. or the big rigs that passed would run into to my jeep would i be demolished? what would people do if i survived. at least i would be excused from classes.
im generally a happy go lucky person. i love people and such. i make them laugh. so why am i feeling like this?????
i have underlying issues i think, i mean i call my dad the sperm donor. asshole.
anyways......im hungry now.caf soon.
xo. |
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| dude. |
[Apr. 1st, 2006|03:35 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | dorm room | ] |
| [ | feeling.... |
| | melancholy | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | Armor For Sleep | ] |
my little brother is staying here at school with me for the weekened.
awkward.
cuz he's 14.
everyone wants him shitfaced. :X!! kids these days.
on a lighter note, my brother my cousin miranda and i went to winthrop hs last night to see our cousin Caleb play in his band Eyes Like Fire..sweetness!i had so much fun..and Jess Dummich was there, that's just sex!
and so on.... i love my brother, he is the shit.
nightnight
im sorry if i cause you reason to hurt somehow one way or another, i dont mean to do it, things happen. dont be mad at me. i love you alllllllll.
ok yeah bye. |
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| WELL KIDS.. |
[Mar. 30th, 2006|01:51 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Dorm Room | ] |
| [ | feeling.... |
| | contemplative | ] |
| [ | Tunes |
| | The Fray. | ] |
i seriously do not want to be enrolled in school right now....USM poeple i love, but the work i hate, and i have missed so many classes anyway due to many reasons to which are beyond my control, plus my prof's dont really give a shit anyways...
so far this spring break, ive gone home for a few days. it got too hectic.....also i took my cousins a new born and a 5 yr old for a walk around towna nd got dirty looks and death stare of disapproval. COME ON PEOPLE! as if i WOULD HAVE A CHILD!! FUCKERS......i drove back to school this evening. its a relief...talked to Mikey this evenin in ca.
im moving to California in June. after my brothers 8th grade graduation, which makes me feel very OLD. anywho, here are some pics i got bored and edited at my house. yay.!
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